Drum sabbatical is boring =( Really hope it'll be better tomorrow. And gosh, my notes are completely soaked! I dropped it while it was raining! XD haha.
Anyway, term 1 is coming to an end, which is a good thing ;) I could really use the one week of rest to recuperate myself with lots of sleep! Damn, I have not been able to sleep in peace this few weeks. One particular visitor especially loves to visit me in my dreams. =P
My ownage playlist. -I don't wanna miss a thing -LOVE Lockdown -Timeless -Elevator -Heartless -Spotlight -Hero/Heroine -Inconsolable -No Air -When you're gone -Everytime -If I were a boy
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, February 28, 2009
1:15 PM
Cry - Rihanna
I'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry Cause I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got the whole in love thing And someone can say they love me truely But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears i'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed Cause it's hurting me to let it go Maybe cause we spent so much time And I know that it's no more I shoulda never let you hold me baby Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart I didn't give to you on purpose Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears i'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you, i'll never know I never meant to let it get so, personal After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know And I won't let it show You won't see me cry
This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
11:30 PM
I hate lies, Big or small. I'm just sick of them.
You have to nimble off every last bit of trust I have left in you, don't ya. Tolerance is a virtue which I, sadly, don't have.
If lies are the inevitable truth, You need a reality check.
-Goodnight
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, February 22, 2009
7:50 PM
I was lost, confused =( I did not know what was right, All i wanted was a happy ending.
I'm sorry. I hate it when you speak like that to me. My heart is crying solemnly. Crying with tears filled with bloodshed.
I tried not to hurt you, darling. Im sorry.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, January 29, 2009
12:17 AM
I know my blog is dying, but don't blame me. Missing youis a cumbersome chore, y'know XD
Haha. As lazy as I am. I want to keep my posts SHORT.
CNY came and go like a breeze. It was fun. It was cool. It was memorable.
But everything seems different without you.
P/S I love you <3
Argh. Maths test on friday.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, January 5, 2009
4:50 PM
SimplePlan's Save ya.
Take a breath I pull myself together Just another step until I reach the door You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you I wish that I could tell you something and take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know I won’t give up till it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice It's drowning into whispers You're just skin and bones There’s nothing left to take No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better If only I could find the answer To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down I’ll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you I’ll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall Oh you know I’ll be there for you
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, January 4, 2009
11:37 PM
So many things have happened since I last post. Christmas, New Year, My operation and stuff. But here I am, blogging only for the sake of you. =(
Please don't shed your tears any further. I can't stand making girls cry. Sense of guiltiness. Overwhelming.
May this night be a memorable one. Forget me once and for all. I really wish you won't. =( But it's for the better of us.
I loved u like I never loved another. But everything comes to an end. Every single thing we did Are moments I will cherish.
haha. Just smile. and dont ya cry. for every single teardrop u shed Is like needles striking my heart.
=)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
12:13 PM
We were as one babe For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free So I'm letting you fly Cause I know in my heart babe Our love will never die No!
You'll always be a part of me I'm a part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no And I won't beg you to stay If you're determined to leave girl I will not stand in your way But inevitably you'll be back again Cause ya know in your heart babe Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh I know that, you'll be right back, babe Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be a part of me (you will always be) I'm part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on (we will linger on....) Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby
//How true. It's totally what i want to say
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
2:18 PM
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开 为什么还要我用微笑来带过
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, December 6, 2008
11:45 PM
Trust me, life is tough
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
9:52 AM
I'm very addicted to WhiteHorse! XD
My favourite TaylorSwift song so far.
50 play counts in a day!!!
Damn touching.
=)
-Going out in awhile, brb later-
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, December 5, 2008
10:51 PM
Hey people,
I'm here just to announce that I'm still very alive (and so is my blog). I'm gonna update it by.. ermm.. tomorrow latest XD
Anyway,
TaylorSwift's second single, WhiteHorse, from her hit album FEARLESS is NICE! Sad, sentimental and touching. Very good country song.
She nearly cried (or did she?) while singing it onstage during her performance in the 2008 American Music Awards. She was even caught catching glimpses of JoeJonas throughout her performance.
Cause I'm not your princess This ain't a fairytale I'm gonna find someone, some day Who might actually treat me well. This is a big world, That was a small town There in my rearview mirror, Disappearing now. And it's too late for you and your White Horse Now its too late for you and your White Horse To catch me now.
Her breakup with Joe must have hurt her badly, eh? // p.s. oh, and it seems like the exact opposite of LoveStory.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
10:28 PM
Dead tired now. Whole day spent at SunwayLagoon. Pretty fun =)
But ya, SunwayLagoon=Daylight robbery. Lockers 5$ O.O Thats a hefty amount, for a stupid place to store stuff. And don't even get me started on the food, plz.
But there were some fun rides like Tomahawk, PiratesRevenge, The flume ride and the rollercoaster ba. Fuiyo, 360 degree spin, spin until pening, HAHA. Oh, and from this day onwards, I'm going to hate all kinds of vultures!!!! ARGH... And it's a pity that Merry-Go-Round is only for kids aged10 and below =D. "Meh~Go horsie"lol.
-----
DavidCook's version of Aerosmith's I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing is.. err.. superb. just fantastic. Totally LOVE this song. Much better than Aerosmith's version, i think. DavidCook has got this mesmerising voice which fits well with any song XD (LOL, why am i promoting him, i dont like him and im no gay)
Love the chorus
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing
-For you only, my dear. ;)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
12:31 AM
Thou shall blog for thy sake of blogging. =) Hahas. Yes I really blog just for the sake of it.
Spent my whole day watching some Hongkong drama -- 與敵同行. 12 episodes in one day, not bad le ba, hahas. It's (again) about family rivalry and vengeance, but a rather intense one. Backstabbing time after time and outsmarting each other, interesting! But I watched this at the cost of the completion of my maths h/w. damn =(
Went to SubangParade after dinner, super random.
----
Haha.
I shouldn't fret/think too much bout the petty things in life, should I? =) Happiness is top priority, but it comes with a big price tag. haha.
♥Even though we use to argue it's alright And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo♥
Nice old song =) Whats "MyBoo" anyways.. haha
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, November 23, 2008
10:04 PM
Been absent from Blogger for a couple of days, my apologies =P.
Well, this weekend was rather enjoyable I can say, much more fulfilling than the others. ;) Anyway, I know I'm not the typical person who keeps a journal/diary and I don't do this kind of diary-like entries often, so bear with it, because it's simple and quite neat, in my opinion.
Ya, so here it goes.
Saturday-22/10 My dad brought me to this dim-sum buffet restaurant, somewhr in KL, for breakfast. I never really liked dim-sum, but the dishes there were quite tasty, even for my standards. So, not bad lo XD. And i "sapu" like 12 小龙包s =)
Went to KLCC after that for some shopping. After getting a pair of jeans, I was busy searching for my lovely BaskinRobbin's ice-cream. "WorldClassChocolate" <--- My favourite floavour. Scrumptious combination of black and white chocolate. Fantastic :) "RumAndRaisins" is lovely too, icecream with a hint of alcohol. Mum's favourite. Oh, and I bought 4 large pizzas after that. 2 for myself, and 2 for my old mates at ShuShien's house.
Sadly, 6Lgathering/2008 is a failure. =( People just dont bother do they. 6 years of so-called friendship down the drain. Only 15 people turned up, and all of my so called "good old hommies" were no where 2 be seen. So sad right? Ya, I figured, everybody have their own life and circle of friends now. But that isn't a reason for you to forget old mates right? It's impossible for us to be as close as before, but why cant you guys act as if you bother? Hey, if someone like JustinLohKaiXiang bothers, why not you? (HAHA) I got my own life too. I got my own friends too. I got my own stuff to do too. But I bothered to find spare time to meet up with you guys.
I really hope that those stuff that you guys said were real. And not just merely excuses to keep yourself absent from meeting with us. If just meeting up is such a cumbersome chore, then forget it. Gathering no more. I'm fine with it you know.
Oh, and Chelsea,Liverpool, ManU and Arsenal all failed to score during the weekend. ManC trashed Arsenal 3-0, wth?
Sunday-23/11 Lepak at SunwayPyramid. Freaking boring. Got a haircut (again) Bought a new shirt (again) Ate at BaskinRobbins (again) Same flavour (again)
Waiting for an sms now. /edit. oh, i received it.
-END-
Okay, that's a long post. Phew, finally, i'm done.
♥I carved your name in my heart, and forever it will stay♥
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, November 20, 2008
12:12 AM
Argh, and i thought i can sleep early. hahas. Tagged by Lee leong Hui.
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning. 2. Each player answers the questions about themselves. 3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time : 0013 hours Name : Justinlohkaixiang Sisters : none Brothers : One Shoe size : -forgotten- Height : 166-168 Where do you live : My home Favourite drinks : Milkshakes Favourite breakfast : Subway =P Have you ever been on a plane : Yar Swam in the ocean : Yes Fallen asleep in school : You bet Broken someones heart : Hope not. Fell off your chair : Yes Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Nah Saved e-mails : Yea What is your room like : Small but comfy. What's right beside you : My iPod What is the last thing you ate : Fried Chicken Ever had chicken pox : Nope Sore throat : Always Stitches : no. =) Broken nose : no Do you believe in love at first sight : Yes Like picnics : Apparently ya Who was the last person you danced with : err... my love. =) Last made you smile : -forgotten- You last yelled at : My brother Today did you talk to someone you like : Yea. Get sick : Yea Do you sleep with stuffed animals : no What's under your bed : A drawer where i keep random stuff Who do you really hate : Haha, i'm not too sure myself Randoms : Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now : Yea!! Q: Do you have any siblings : Yes Q: Do you want children : Depends. Q: Do you smile often : Maybe Q : Do you like your handwriting :NO Q : Are your toenails painted : NO Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My brother's Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : Black. Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : Using my com Q: I can't wait to: end my holidays Q: Do you have any pets : Yes. Dogs and fishes Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : In her dreamland? Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : Nope. I'm super sensitive towards noises. What are you doing right now? : Doing this quiz Have you ever crawled through a window? : Ya. Can you handle the truth? : I don't have an option, do i? XP Are you closer to your mother or father? : same. Who was the last person you cried in front of? : Myself How many people can you say you've really loved? : =P Do you eat healthy? : Not really Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: hell no. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Maybe How often do you go to church?: sometimes Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Depends. I'm both quiet and loud!!! Are you confident?: Err... ya? Things I was doing 10 years ago : whining and being cute Things on my to-do list today: Sleep. MSN. Eat. Bathe. Sleep. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.. 1. I 2. Dont 3. Want 4. To 5. Dream
5 of my bad habits.. -can i remove this section haha.-
5 places i have lived in.. 1. My home 2. My old home 3. D2r/06 4. My grandma's house. 5. Hotels.
5 jobs I've had. -im a student-
5 persons I tag. -im doing this cause im giving leonghui face =P. dont want 2 tag ppl-
EndOfStory. Finally. Tags. XD Horrendous.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
11:59 PM
Woke up very much later than usual today. =) 1145 p.m. And I was very (un)fortunately dragged to Summit later on by my grandma.
Bought a red belt , ya damn gay, and a few pirated DVDs (come catch me XD). But heck, it was a total waste of time. Except for a couple of shops, Summit is the perfect example of utter crap-ness. =) **But the clothings are super cheap =X, so i shouldn't complain**
Anyway, McD's new McFlurry (the Madagascar one) is fantastic. Creamy, rich and absolutely tasty. Just gives you the "Oh, I'm on cloud nine" sensation.
--- "People who sleep late tend to be short" eh? its 1210. Im hitting the sack. -please give the extra 4cms-
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
10:40 PM
Been rather lazy busy recently, and hence the lack of updates.
Just want to thank my parents for so randomly buying me an iPod Touch =P hahas. Seriously, iPod touch owns. Super cool.
And 6L05 is having a gathering at shushien's house again. (damn paiseh la, always use her house =P ). Aiya, like super awkward la... 3 years of separation. =PPP And... Stupid JingJing is asking me to use my house as the venue. LOL.
Lets just go play a mass game of soccer. End Of Story =DD
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, November 15, 2008
12:53 AM
Haha.. new skin. XD
Anyway, Thank you very much for helping me pick out this marvelous blogskin, really appreciate your efforts. =)
Comments appreciated.
Thanks
**thanks yj for helping me out too**
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
11:32 PM
I'm suffering from the horrid syndromes of lacking sleep =(
My eyelids just seem so heavy and eyebags(is that what you call it? the black rings around your eyes if u dnt sleep) are growing!!! -yawns-
Finally,finally... I'm able to sleep in ease. =)
---
条件只有18条而已是吗？ 难不倒我的啦 =）
快点适应哦
XPP
---
12 November should be remembered. always. cause.. .. 50 of my MSN contacts were online simultaneously! RECORD BREAKING FEAT! lol =) haha. oops.
♥ Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, You'll always be my thunder ♥
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
6:14 PM
When I said that I would grant you your wish, It was like piercing a stake right through my heart. And it never stopped bleeding Up to this very moment
Can I take my words back?
//edit Sure... 我明白.. Wheres the basketball court when I need it
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
12:47 PM
听我老爸说， 昨晚的确下了一场好大好大的雨..
可是，我为什么却完全不知道呢？？！ ... ...
是不是因为..
窗帘都关上了？ 让我没办法注意外面的情况..
还是因为..
音乐开得太大声？ 完全隐瞒了雨滴的声音..
应该都不是.
...这一切只是骗自己的借口吗？
难道我昨晚真的有事？
真的不敢接受事实？
连下了一场这么大的雨， 我都一无所知..
=X
/我想好多哦
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, November 8, 2008
10:47 PM
HolyCrap! MidValley Megamall was packed like (i dono how to describe)!! All the restaurants/fast food chains/kopitiams barely had any empty tables.. Even those random restaurants that I had never heard of, were filled with people, so desperate to feed their tummies. Oh, and did I mention that the time was freaking 4.00p.m!? Its neither lunch nor dinner time. Yikes. Scary. A glance at McDonald's might fool you to believe that those people were queue-ing for free JayChou tickets!!! Yes, it IS that bad..
Luckily the shops were not that packed, and I managed to buy a couple of stuff. ;) haha.
And I'm in a horrid mood now. Damn. ManU lost =(
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, November 7, 2008
7:17 PM
Tagged by SueMay. XPP Give you face =X So here's the tag --
1) Do you think that you are hot? Haha..(pass)
2) Upload a favourite picture of yourself. (I dnt have a favourite pic)
3) Why do you like the picture? I don't like the pic.. but Yikes. I'm 9 in this pic. So cute and chubby =)
4) When was the last time you ate pizza? Last Friday. Pepperoni!
5) What was the last song you listened to? Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade. Never bores me ;)
6) What are you doing now besides this? Listening to music + chatting on MSN
7) What other name do you like besides your name? Taylor Swift is kinda cool, haha.
8) Name 5 people you wish to tag. (aiyo... randomly pick people XPP)
* Chris * Benjamin * Wayne * Vivien * Kairou
9) Who is number one? Senior. Good friend.
10) Number three is having a relationship with..? Ask him yourself, I don't know XD
11) Who is number four? My pet sis.
12) Who is number two, then? My junior. -No elaboration needed- =D
P/S I just realise that JoeJonas ditched TaylorSwift through a 25second phone call last month. How stupid of him, he thinks he is THAT great =.=
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, November 6, 2008
6:25 PM
Yes, you heard it. The latest installment to the James Bond franchise, Quantum of Solace, has indeed brought me disappointment and much dislike towards Daniel Craig. Not that I hate him or anything, but he definitely doesn't fit the role of a TRUE James Bond. As muscular and good looking you people out that think he is, he is better off starring in any other action pack movie like Rambo or the Bourne trilogy. Not to mention, the stupid title has no link whatsoever with the movie itself! Pfft..
Before CasinoRoyale, every other Bond show consisted of fancy gadgets, gorgeous Bond girls, fantastic cars and a cool, cold-hearted JamesBond. Most of these elements were missing from both "Casino Royale" and "Quantum of Solace. Lets see. #1 FancyGadgets. Definitely missing... The only gadget was his super cool phone and the fancy computers. #2 Olga Kurylenko tried her best, no doubt. But she just ain't Bond girl material XP #3 Oh boy, the AlfaRomeo was amazing. Sadly, it's screen time lasted for like 5minutes. Scrap metal was all that's left after that. #4 JamesBond ain't supposed to be that macho-looking. Watch the Pierce Brosnan and Sean Connery ones to get what I mean. Daniel Craig lacks the tinge of humour!!!
Anyways, don't get me wrong. Quantum of Solace ain't all bad. If you're looking for a movie packed with non-stopped action and you crave for Daniel Craig (LOL), Quantum Of Solace is perfect for you. Non stop action from the start of the show, trust me on this. But the plot, however, can be a wee bit confusing. You got to watch CasinoRoyale and QuantumOfSolace back2back to truly enjoy this show. But I don't though.
Just a few of my thoughts on the 22nd JamesBond movie. No offense =D
P/S OMG, I'm one of the first Malaysians to watch this =) Got the earliest timeslot on the first day of screening!!! =)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
12:19 AM
I've repeated this song (Afterlife-Avenged Sevenfold) like 50 times on my iPod today!! Loving it so much.. The guitarists are so awesome it makes those from other boy bands look like newbies XPP And boy, the chorus is so damn hyped, it gets stuck in your head for a looonnngg time ~~
Its slightly Metal but it ain't screamo =) So there is extremely minimal reckless screaming/shouting. (Disclaimer : I have nth against screamo though)
But heck... I seriously don't fancy ANY of the other songs from AvengedSevenfold. None of them are even close to the standard of Afterlife =(((
The MV is also freaking cool **points at the lead guitarists XD**
"I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife ’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here"
Can't stop humming to the tune of the chorus XD
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
12:56 AM
Holidays. A time to slack Yay. Holidays. Bore one to death. Boo.
Argh.. 2months of this crap will crush me!!!
Anyways, ya As you can see, my life is so dull, i got nothing to blog about!!! >.<
A few things that have been keeping me occupied lately ^^ 1) Witnessed the fantastic finale to the F1 season yesterday. Go hamilton! haha 2) Stuffed myself with loads of food. I'm 2 kg fatter XP 3) Finished MoonlightResonance. 超棒哦！ 4）Meddling with my computer the whole day =D. My mom is furious over this XD 5) Bought a jacket and a couple of shirts from SunwayPyramid. Boy I love Malaysia. Paradise! 6) Burn time by playing games like "DealOrNoDeal" and "PlayingWithFire" on www.mofunzone.com. Hehe, ya, I AM wu liao. 7) Music!!! DavidCook & TaylorSwift FTW 8)Reading Twilight. Wonder what's with the EdwardCullen frenzy=.= 9)Working out. GYM!!! XD
GoodNight peeps.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, October 31, 2008
11:55 PM
Woke up unusually late today, And was immediately greeted by an immense sore in the throat. Damn! What a brilliant start to a promising day ahead =P After breakfast, only did I realise that I was not only infected with a sore-throat but diarrhoea also struck me!!!!
To make matter worse, Unfortunate events queued up one after another throughout the day, adding to my woes. These "Series of Unfortunate Events" unequivocally spoilt my day and ruined my mood.
Yay, The only thing to cheer for now is the coming of the weekends. Shopping Frenzy? hahas. But hey, weekends is also a mark of something else, something miserable and afflicting. >.<
~~~~
Anyway, I'm really sorry that I lied to you. I told you that I'm alright when I'm not. If that bothered you, please accept my apologies. It was just a small matter, and I didnt want you to worry. =(
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
1:39 AM
Its 140 a.m and I am obliged to go to bed. But the uneasiness of not blogging easily overcomes me =( So here I am trying to pen down a few thoughts and keep them as short as possible.
I've been thinking alot lately.
Not really a good thing though.
Reminiscing back the past few months...
The endless nights, The unyielding facades, The naive young boy And the utter truth.
Everything fits in place like a jigsaw puzzle. Like a game of chess played by the heavenly Gods above. =) -------
Okayyy... Most probably NO one would understand what I'm crapping about. But this is just unimportant crap so dont bother XDDD
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, October 27, 2008
11:29 PM
Isolating yourself within an air-conditioned room you call your OWN crib, Lying on a king-sized bed, While you're multitasking between listening to music on your beloved iPod, Blogging, And chatting with the person you miss most =)
Can life get any better? XD 真的超幸福的!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, October 25, 2008
8:13 PM
After a tiring 9 hour journey (7 hours back to KL, stupid jam, and 2 hours to Melaka), I am finally here blogging on my cousin's lappy in my Grandpa's house in the outskirts of Melaka ;)
Yea, it's a tiring day. And a very boring one too. So I'm in the "SAY NO TO BLOGGING" mood now. This can be proofed by the simple sentence structure that I'm using... XPP haha.
And yay!! Manchester United is leading 1-0 now, (60th minute) wonderful play from Darren Fletcher. Lets hope that the end result wouldn't change!!!
Pfft, 1 day down, 2 more months to go. XD haha
/edit DAMN, Everton just scored =.=''
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, October 24, 2008
11:56 PM
For the 1st time ever, I'm feeling sad returning to Malaysia =(
Thanks for the memorable night and everything else. 我一定 会很 想 你的。。
I promised you that I would frequently update my blog and it will be a promise I shall fulfill!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
I feel so hopeless, so attritional now. All I can do now is apologise, For not being with you when you needed me. I am really sorry.
How will I ever consolidate this mistake of mine?
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, October 20, 2008
3:44 PM
Justin is lazy and he shall keep his posts very short and simple =))
Getting lost in Little India is FUN =D Walking to Coro Under the rain is FUN =D Eating Wasabi as a punishment is FUN =D
lol
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
12:12 AM
Thanks Bo =.=
1.People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. #2.Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. #3.Continue this game by sending it to other people. Tagged by: Bo People tagged: 1 Chee Shuan 2 Christopher 3 Beng 4 WanKit 5 Shinwei 6 Yiyin 7 Grace 8 Wayne 9 ShuShien 10 RuiJie
[N] I am shorter than 5'4. [N] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [Y] I have many scars. [N] I tan easily [Y] I wish my hair was a different color. [N] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [N] I have a tattoo. [Y] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [N] I have/I've had braces. [Y] I wear glasses. [N] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [Y] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [N] I have more than 2 piercings. [N] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [N] I have freckles. [N] I hate my dad. [N] I hate my mom. [Y] I have a brother [N] I have a sister. [Y] I've sworn at my parents [N] I've run away from home. [N] I've been kicked out of the house. [Y] My biological parents are together. [N] I have a sibling less than one year old. [Y] I want to have kids someday. [N] I've had children. [N] I've lost a child. [Y] I'm in school. [N] I have a job. [Y] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [N] I almost always do my homework. [N] I've missed a week or more of school. [N] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [N] I failed more than 1 class last year. [N] I've stolen something from my job. [N] I've been fired. [Y] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [N] Disney movies still make me cry. [Hell No] I've peed from laughing. :X [Y] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [Y] I've glued my hand to something. [N] I've had my pants rip in public. [N] I was born with a disease/impairment. [N] I've gotten stitches/staples. [N] I've broken a bone. [N] I've had my tonsils removed. [N] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. [N] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [N] I had a serious surgery. [N] I've had chicken pox. [Y] I was born in a different country. [N] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [Y] I've flied business class. [N] I've been to New Zealand. [N] I've been to America. [N] I've been to Niagara Falls. [Y] I've been to Japan. [N] I've been to Hollywood. [N] I've been to Disneyland. [N] I've been to Australia. [N] I've been to more than 5 countries. [N] I've seen a shooting star. [Y] I've wished on a shooting star. [N] I've seen a meteor shower. [N] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [N] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [Y] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [N] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino. [N] I've been skydiving. [N] I've gone skinny dipping. [Y] I've played spin the bottle. [Y] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour. [N] I've crashed a car. [N] I've been skiing. [Y] I've been in a play. [N] I've met someone in person from MySpace. [N] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [N] I've seen the Northern lights. [N] I've sat on a roof top at night. [Y] I've played chicken. [Y] I've played a prank on someone. [Y] I've ridden in a taxi. [N] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [Y] I've eaten sushi. [N] I've done snowboarding. [Y] I'm single. [N] I'm in a relationship. [N] I'm engaged. [N] I'm married. [N] I've gone on a blind date. [Y] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee. [Y] I miss someone right now. [Y] I have a fear of abandonment. [N] I've gotten divorced. [N] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [NEVER] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [I think so] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [N] I've kept something from a past relationship. [N] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [N] I'm gay. [N] I've had sex. [N] I've had phone sex. [N] I've had sex in public. [N] I've had a crush on a teacher [N] I am a cuddler. [Y] I've been kissed on the face. [N] I've hugged a stranger. [N] I have kissed a stranger [Y] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [Y] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [Y] I've snuck out of my house. [Y] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [N] I am keeping a secret from the world. [Y] I've cheated while playing a game. [Y] I've cheated on a test. [Y] I've run a red light. [N] I've been suspended from school. [Y] I've witnessed a crime. [Y] I've been in a fist fight. [N] I've been arrested. [Y] I've consumed wine. [N] I regularly drink. [Y] I've passed out from drinking. [N] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [N] I've smoked weed. [N] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [N] I've eaten shrooms. [N] I've popped E. [N] I've inhaled Nitrous. [N] I've done hard drugs. [N] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [N] I can't swallow pills. [Y] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. [N] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [N] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [Y] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [N] I take anti-depressants. [N] I'm anorexic. [N] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [N] I've hurt myself on purpose. [N] I've woken up crying. [Y] I'm afraid of dying. [Y] I hate funerals. [N] I've seen someone dying. [N] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [N] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [N] I've planned my own suicide. [N] I've attempted suicide. [N] I've written a eulogy for myself. [Y] I own over 5 rap CDs. [Y] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [Y] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [N] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything. [N] I own a cosplay outfit. [Y] I know what cosplay means. [Y] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece [Y] I own something from Guess. [Y] I own something from D.K.N.Y. [Y] I own something from ESPRIT. [N] I own something from Gap. [Y] I own something from LEVI's. [N] I own a golf set. [LOL] I can sing well. [N] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [Y] I open up to others easily. [Y] I watch the news. [N] I don't kill bugs. [N] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [Y] I sing in the shower. [N] I am a morning person. [N] I paid for my cell phone
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, October 17, 2008
3:09 PM
David Archuleta--Crush
I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends? Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This is a fantastic song and the lyrics are very meaningful. You just have to listen to it.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, October 16, 2008
12:21 AM
I knew it was coming. But i was just stupidly living in this Lalaland of mine. I pushed too far, And hoped for too much. Silly me.
I was naive, I know that affection kills. But I was still toying with it. Ignorant of it's consequences. Playing with fire.
How dumb can i get, I really wish to know.
你说得对， 我的确成熟了。 我以前真的好苯，好单纯。 谢谢你让我张开眼界。
What lies ahead is unforeseeable, I wish for the best. But I can't promise anything. Sorry. =(
Thanks for the memories.
-Justin
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
2:36 PM
Xian!!! We lost to ProED 1-0 on penalties today for our FOSH soccer match. =(
I played in the 2nd half although I wasn't part of the team. Really appreciate it, Thanks guys! And ya, I assisted Julian for our team's second goal!! Kudos to him for his inch-perfect finishing.
So after a tiring 30minutes, The game ended 2-2 after the ProED-ians came from behind TWICE to equalise. Although their 1st goal was a controversial penalty and their second was an own goal by Shane, they played quite well =D
And I ain't regretting anything.
The game was fun
And that's all that matters.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
1:50 AM
谢谢你。 Thats all I can say.
I am just simply over the moon right now.
Thanks for everything.
With this comfirmation. Anything is possible =D
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, October 12, 2008
2:11 PM
I'm feeling a little random today, so I'm gonna dedicate my 99th blog post to my favourite author of all time, DarrenShan!
First, a little introduction for Darren. DarrenShan is a fictional writer who possess a strong passion towards the extraordinary factors of life. His interest towards vampires and demons served as an impetus and inspired him to write two fantastic series for teenagers, TheSagaOfDarrenShan and the DemonataSeries which focuses on vampires and demons respectively. His career received a major boost once he completed his first series, TheSagaOfDarrenShan, as it was well responded internationally. Insights towards the possible lives of Vampires were reflected within the books and fans of superficial creatures and critics alike gave him positive reviews. Unlike the stereotyped Vampires we see in the big screen such as "Underworld", Darren has a totally different view of them. He opens his readers' minds wide open and give them new perspectives towards these creatures of the night.
Random book covers from this fantastic series =)
And after his major success with his first series on vampires, he continued to write a whole new series on Demons from the "OtherWorld" which focuses on aspects that were rarely discussed amongst people. However, he applied a whole new writing style in this new series which keeps the eyes of it's readers glued onto the books =) Sadly, this series is still prior to completion and will only be finished by the year 2010.
Random covers from the Demonata series. I wonder why does all the book covers feature Fugly looking creatures which "attempts" to scare of young readers. =.=''
P/S 0.o I really wonder why he claims he is the "Number One Master Of Horror" though. His books are everything else but horrific. Ironic? you bet.
P/S 2 Ohya, I'm so going to read Twilight when I'm free.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, October 10, 2008
3:13 AM
=P Im feeling damn No Life now.
Why am I still playing DotA!? This is damn ironic and lame. I am wasting my precious slumber for this crap!
I regret my decision XP
Okay, Im deleting DotA. Period.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
6:24 PM
OK, I admit it. 6.55 is WAAAYY too appetising!!!
Although I have unofficially announced my absence from DotA, I'm starting to regret it, a little =P
Self restrain is the key, haha
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
5:41 PM
I donno why am I typing this, But it certainly isn't out of guilt.
I'm just sorry to anyone whom I have offended.
I don't know how i have angered you, But sorry is the least I could say, right?
So I hereby sincerely apologise.
If you still don't want 2 talk to me in the face, fine
I just want you 2 know that I am still me I am still Justin I have not changed.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
10:44 PM
I was like SSSOOO damn bored today!!!
I woke up at 9.00 and had totally no idea how I would spend my day. Sometimes, being absent from school really has it's minuses! Well, I tried to burn most of my time by surfing random blogs and reading profiles of random celebs =D But ya, it gets bored after awhile.
And so, I spend like my whole afternoon searching for old songs through YouTube! And now I just cant get this song off my head!!!!
Presenting, ... ... ... Yellowcard's Only One
Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up) I feel like giving up (like giving up) I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly Leave a note for you my only one And I know you can see right through me So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you You are my only, my only one My only one My only one My only one You are my only, my only one
--------
And I really had no idea why I hated MyChemicalRomance in the past. TheBlackParade and Teenagers are really addictive XD I acknowledge MCR's credibility now. haha
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
12:33 AM
Gosh, I injured another finger just now while playing basketball. Although it isn't as serious as the previous incidents, it is still bruising badly, can't clench my fists properly now =( Oh no... And its like the end of EOYs, I'm supposed to play more basketball. So i really hope that my finger will recover by 2moro when i wake up >.<
I am like so damn relaxed now as I am not taking BioExams 2moro, so I'm gonna stay in my room and slack while others are taking exams! XD
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
11:09 AM
Oops, Maybe I'm just the (lucky) handful of students who actually self proclaim that their EOYs have ended. I still got ChineseCompre and Malay though but that's besides the point! I'm already through with IHC, IHE, Physics, Chem and Maths, surely nothing could get any harder than that! :P **Do not envy me! Continue mugging and work hard!** <-- This is crap haha
I.R.C was expectedly full yesterday, as it signalled the end of the exams to many. Unsurprisingly, it was filled with fellow HwaChongians. The nostalgic feeling of playing LAN with my classmates really bring back fond memories of the past, haha. I WAS a good boy lor, was absent from I.R.C for atleast a term or so. Anyways, I'm officially declaring that I'm addicted to pool. Yes, you heard me. Pool :D
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, September 29, 2008
1:49 PM
I seriously never expected it to be half as hard. This is just ridiculous. If all the exams are gonna be like this, I don't see the point of mugging anymore. Whats the point of sitting for an exam where you fail before you even try?!
Arhh, One step closer to failure!
Really hope theres like a MAJOR moderation for the chem paper. Please =)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, September 28, 2008
10:20 PM
Hey guys, Year 2008 is just left with this one week.
The week that determines it all, The week that we worked hard for, The week we people call EOYs! XD
After striving for one-whole-year, Everything is down to this, Its all or nothing.
Good luck to all And all the best XD
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, September 27, 2008
9:23 AM
爽! 7 hour basketball marathon yesterday :D I am aching from head to toe! ..
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, September 25, 2008
3:49 PM
Yes, you heard me right, I attempted to save money. But sadly, to no avail =) I mean come on..
I spent 20$$ on lunch yesterday =( Cause of this brownie topped with ice-cream. Yess, 6.90$ for this crap =)
Ohya, and btw its from PizzaHut.
Damn.
It didnt taste THAT nice.
Maybe cause I was already bloated.
Greedy me.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
12:39 PM
The inspiration for my blog's name =)
DavidCook- The Time of My Life
I’ve been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in And looking for that Magic rainbow On the horizon I couldn’t see it Until I let go Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn Now I’m coming alive Body and soul And feelin’ my world start to turn
And I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time To be more than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life
Holding onto things that vanished Into the air Left me in pieces But now I’m rising from the ashes Finding my wings And all that I needed Was there all along Within my reach As close as the beat of my heart
and I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life
And I’m out on the edge of forever Ready to run I’m keeping my feet on the ground Arms open wide Face to the sun
I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life More than a name Or a face in the crowd This is the time This is the time of my life. This is the time of my life.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, September 22, 2008
11:32 AM
Okay, I'll make this short.
MY EXAMS ARE SCREWED! Err.. I need 98 marks for maths to get an A1 (the chances are DDDAAAMMMNN high!) And yea.. my MSG might be screwed if i fail physics too.
Life is tough
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, September 21, 2008
11:24 AM
The higher you climb, the more it hurts when you fall. Don't make me climb any higher =P
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, September 20, 2008
11:42 AM
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
1.Do you have secrets?
Obviously Yes.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
=P
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
OngKhangChuen and TanKokLeong =)
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy ManchesterUnited!! roar.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I'm straight, dammit.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone
7. If you had 3 wishes what would it be?
( i ) Moneyy =) Lots of it.
( ii ) BN to fall.
( iii ) (this, i cant tell =P)
8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yup
9. What takes you down the fastest?
This is a hard one. Ermm, lemme see.. Sense of loneliness perhaps.
10. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Unimaginable. Indescribable. Incredible :)
11. Who is currently the most important people to you?
(WeiChong, Im gonna kill you. the questions are dumb)
12. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
It seriously depends.
13. Would you give all in a relationship?
Most probably
14. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will never fall in love with 2 people simultaneously.
15. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? -
Yes. I think so.
16. What's the hardest thing for you?
Physics exam!!!
17.Choose 10 people to tag:
I dont like to pinpoint people. So anyone who reads this can consider themselves tag =)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, September 19, 2008
7:43 PM
Shucks.. Now all my posts appear as 7.43!!! LOL.
All my posts will take on the same time as my 1st post of the day. So is blogger encouraging me to blog only once a day and study?? =)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
7:43 PM
Finally fixed the bugs on my blog. Dumb HTML codings =)
**** Physics remedial was NOT (a big fat one) productive!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, September 18, 2008
7:07 PM
Just received last month's phone bill . I exceeded my free smses by 257! A whopping 557 (i think more..) SMSes sent for just the past month!
Haha =)
The timing on my blog screwed up. Its 1am!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
7:07 PM
I just realize that my sound card (and not my hard-disc) got stolen =( The security here is seriously doubtful, and its VERY uneasy to sleep knowing that there's a thief lurking somewhere near you. Yikes, I'm just way too paranoid. Who in the world would be so deprived to the extent to steal someone else's sound card??! It costs less than 50SGD. Lucky you, I won't further this matter as it ain't worth my time. No point venting my anger on trash like you. Get a life, dude.
Imagine the sorrow of not being able to listen to my dear songs from my computer =( I can't even watch dramas, movies, anime etc anymore because there is no freakin sound. Thanks alot whoever-who-stole-my-soundcard!
My playlist on my phone Fall Out Boys -Thanks For The Memories SecondHand Serenade- Fall For You =) Leona Lewis- Bleeding Love Jason Mraz - I'm yours Jason Mraz - Lucky ColdPlay - Viva La Vida =)
/status= dying for EOYs to end.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
10:34 PM
Some basket tried to steal my internal hard-disk lol!!
I woke up in the morning to find that the bottom of my computer was unscrewed (literally). And the screws were all gone. However, surprisingly the hard-disk was still in tact so i seriously don't know what has the person done to my computer. Maybe it's some weirdo trying to play a prank on me? A little warning to the weirdo, please pray that I do not find out who you are, or else.. Anyways, my laptop is already in such a bad condition so it doesn't really matter does it? =P
Argh! lately many weird things are happening to me.. Is this a sign of something good? =) Nah, never.
PEOPLE!Dont mug till you die!GOsmile =)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
11:25 PM
Oh my, it's the 16th of September and Anwar has failed to do what he promised. Overthrow the government? 0.o Why don't you start by upholding your dignity and cleanse your name of the sodomy charges. Anwar is smart, but BN isn't stupid either. Well, Cheers for a better 2moro?
---
EOYs is a time for people like me to exhibit their hidden mugging talents ^^ just joking. If i actually do have a hidden talent in mugging, I really wish it would never reveal itself. =P
I agree with BenG, ruijie blogs in Tamil.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, September 14, 2008
11:59 PM
NOTICE The message for this post has been taken down as advised by Christopher, as it would potentially affect many people's exam mood.
On a sidenote,
I just want to say that I trust you. =)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
10:36 PM
And so, the saga continues. The whole world knows =)
I'm currently not in the mood for self-denial, so gossip all you like.
I.Dont.Care. I.Dont.Bother. I.Am.Just.Me =)
Spend the extra time you have gossiping on your exams.That will do you more good =)
I find it rather amusing for people I dono gossiping about me. Haha~
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
2:47 AM
Mugged in KAP for nearly the whole day with some friends (maybe). haha. I never really did spent much effort in mugging, I never did =)
Anyways, yangfan, liye and andy were there too. 0.o
And so...
Nah, I shan't talk bout the consequent events.
Gd nite, Oh its 2.47
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, September 11, 2008
9:48 PM
我已经下定决心向你说个清楚。 等到我跟年终考试拼命后，应该就会行动了吧=）
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
10:34 PM
I went out to eat MuslimFood with my classmates today =). YangFan and Benford kept saying that I pangseh them cause I ordered NasiLemak instead of RotiPratas, which everyone else ordered. =.= Haha!
I was shocked when CheeShuan very casually ordered 5 Pratas! And the best thing is, he finished it rather quickly. Nearly as fast as Andy who was slowly eating away at his EggPrata 0.o
Anyways, while we were walking towards the bus-stop, a car behind kept spamming his horn at us as we unknowinglylly walked too close towards the middle of the road. Yup, our bad. We walked to the side immediately after apologizing. However, he seemed very mad and kept showing hand signals at us even after we walked out of the road. Typical PaiKia material, I tell you. CheeShuan responded with similar hand signals with no offensive intentions, but the car driver misread his intentions and nearly hopped down his CRV! I thought that he was going to call his gang and bash us up or something. Luckily, he paused for a moment before zooming away from us. I let off a sigh of relief.
What the hell, if he came down to talk to us, what would we do ar? Gangfight isn't the best option, haha.
**John, Cheer up =D**
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, September 8, 2008
10:29 PM
I wish that I can hide inside my room forever and never come out.
If only I had not trust you, I will not be what I am now. Nevertheless, I will not blame you. Secrets are meant to be kept to oneself, It was my choice to share it with you, hence I will take full responsibility for that rhetorical act of mine.
=P Life's cruel
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
6:13 PM
WHY DO I HAVE TO BUMP INTO YOU WHEREVER I GO!!!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, September 7, 2008
6:59 PM
I woke up early in the morning with a smile. However, it was wiped clean out of my face once I realised that I'll be going back to Singapore today. Sighs! I'll miss home badly. Anyways, Here I am sitting in front of my computer after playing a few hours of basketball. This is the time where I'll usually fret over the loads of homework I left undone during the holidays =) It definitely isn't something new as it happens to me every time a school term starts. Well, thats just me!
The road leading to the EOY exams is a rocky path, will I stand firm or topple(?) 0.o
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, September 4, 2008
1:52 PM
I am currently helping my dad download music :) Well, most of them are from the 70s and 80s, Michael Jackson's and Queen's era. They just seem so ancient to me..
Anyways, I am SO addicted to Ronan Keating's When You Say Nothing At All. It's a rather old song though, 9 years old! But hey, It is a really nice song that brings an indescribable nostalgic feeling. "When You Say Nothing At All"
It's amazing How you can speak Right to my heart Without saying a word, You can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:] The smile on your face Lets me know That you need me There's a truth In your eyes Saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me Whenever I fall You say it best When you say Nothing at all
All day long I can hear people Talking out loud But when you hold me near You drown out the crowd (The crowd) Try as they may They could never define What's been said Between your Heart and mine
[Repeat chorus twice]
(You say it best When you say Nothing at all You say it best When you say Nothing at all)
The smile on your face The truth in your eyes The touch of your hand Let's me know That you need me
[Repeat chorus]
(You say it best When you say Nothing at all You say it best When you say Nothing at all)
The smile on your face The truth in your eyes The touch of your hand Let's me know That you need me
(You say it best When you say Nothing at all You say it best When you say Nothing at all)
Contrary to the sentimental side of me, the other song I'm addicted to is I Kissed A Girl! haha. If you didn't know, it is sung by a woman and NO she not a lesbian.
I Kissed A Girl
This was never the way I planned Not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand Lost my discretion It's not what, I'm used to Just wanna try you on I'm curious for you Caught my attention
I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chap stick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it
No, I don't even know your name It doesn't matter, You're my experimental game Just human nature, It's not what, Good girls do Not how they should behave My head gets so confused Hard to obey
I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chap stick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it,
Us girls we are so magical Soft skin, red lips, so kissable Hard to resist so touchable Too good to deny it Ain't no big deal, it's innocent
I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chap stick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
12:06 PM
Getting my haircut today =( I'm being "forced" by my parents, so naturally I have no say in this.
Anyway, it's good in a sense that I won't be caught on the 1st day of school when there is a haircheck!
School's rule.
Acceptable hair style: - Hair at the back of your head should not be touching the collar. - Side-burns should not be too long and thick. - Fringes in front should not be touching your eye brows. - Hair should be neatly combed.
I'm gonna get tonnes of demerit points if I dont get my haircut today
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
10:57 AM
After a tiring 6 hour journey from Singapore, i reached Bangsar at 12.00 a.m. I was glad to see my family, but I was far happier that the bus finally came to a stop! Kokleong and I were sitting at the rear-end of the bus, and we were swaying from side to side throughout the bumpy journey home. Kokleong nearly vomited (twice)!
Anyways, Berbatov has just signed for ManchesterUnited for 30.25 million pounds!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, September 1, 2008
3:22 PM
Well, the hours I spent on mugging chemistry ACTUALLY paid off. I managed to answer most of the questions for today's test, although a few were left blank =P. But hey, its already an achivement! I am really glad that I spent most of my time mugging chemical calculation as it carried a heavier weightage in terms of marks. There were much lesser questions on chemical bonding and they wern't really questions that will crack your nerves. On a side note, I'll be returning to M'sia in a few more hours! I am desperately finding things to do to burn time. Waiting is as boring as mugging XD Things I've done in the past 3 hours, -Ran 3km on the threadmill -Sent laundry -Read 4 pages of a damn boring book. (Its a book from the school's library so naturally its...) -Played Maple Private Server (ZOMG! this prooves that I am infact VERY bored) -Posted this blogpost. -Facebooked (I think this should be globally renowned as an official word) Facebooked -noun The act or manner of engaging in Facebook, a social network that connects people.
6 days of holiday~ dammit
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
12:04 AM
As the clock ticks, I am another step closer to both HEAVEN and HELL. 8 hours away from the dreadful chemistry test & 24 hours from returning to M'sia. 8 hours to my graveyard, 24 to paradise.
I am dwelling within a quandary XP Should I wish to speed up time or slow it down?? (HEROES ADDICT XD)
Chemistry test, Will you give me one last wish before burning me up? Make the ordeal quick!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, August 31, 2008
3:11 PM
I'm attempting to mug on the eve of my chemistry test. :)
I AM SO BORED!!! WTF!!! How do people mug for hours???!!!! I'm into my 2nd hour and am already VERY restless. God, bless me :)
Btw, Happy 13th birthday Grace!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
I will uphold my dignity and pride. You crushed me. 林敏的金玉良言: "天涯何处无芳草，何必单恋一枝花。"
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, August 29, 2008
8:51 PM
Im still mad and frustrated because I'm having a damn chemistry test on Monday. It's school holidays for god's sake! Its damn inconsiderate of SeckB-C (Putting dashes in case she google searches her name) of doing so. But well, our opinions do not matter to her, she only cares about herself.
Thanks to you, I'm stuck in HCIBS for 3 more days. 3 more days of laggy internet connection. 3 more days of boarding school food. 3 more days of loneliness!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
10:29 AM
School ended at 9.30, Thanks to the Teachers Day Celebration!
Why on Earth am I being so sad on a happy occasion like this? I'm tired of putting on fake smiles and occasional laughters, I'm sick of hiding under this facade, I want to put you out off my mind. But i cant. Give me one chance girl, That's all I need to proof how much I care for you.
"My heart is broken and scattered, And you are the only cure"
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, August 28, 2008
10:38 PM
不知为什么，
最近心情一直都不好， 脾气特别暴躁， 一点小事就跟朋友们发脾气。 真抱歉， 要你们忍受这样的我。
罗凯翔, 振作吧! 好好地给我笑一个， 不要因为你伤心而连累了身旁的朋友。
A quote from Mrs Ke that made my day "Well, It's not nice for a boy to have a fringe that covers his eyes you know" (It was directed at me by the way)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
“Life is incomplete without your existence. Will you be that last Jigsaw piece of my life?"
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
10:20 PM
Im on a basketball frenzy ;)
Beat ChongYee and his NCC friends by a VERY close margin. 15-14! Although I scored 11 points, I'm still very dissapointed at our performance overall. We could have OWNED that match.
Anyways, as expected, physics=F9.Don't talk to me bout it!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, August 24, 2008
8:54 PM
Kaimin, Hengyang, Yishun and me. One bunch of crazy people who played basketball under heavy rain for 2 days consecutively! We met up with some unexpected guests and noticed we weren't the only ones playing under such circumstances. Playing basketball under such weather is very 'SHUANG' and destressing.
But I'm really starting to feel sick now, Playing under the rain isn't the brightest thing to do afterall. But well, a little sacrifice is definitely worth it.
Oh boy, Do I really like her? Or do I not? Perhaps its all just a feeling of infatuation
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
7:27 PM
Totally exhausted now after sweating it out on the basketball court. I only remembered our last match though, as no points were counted for the previous matches. Me, KaiMin, Hock >> Ruijie, Hengyang and waichew. Rather close game 7-4 =) I scored 4 points out of the 7 but was silenced after I was hit with an injury on the hamstring. (more of a cramp)
Anyways, my sabbatical (PET Rocketry) was rather fun but the theory part was seriously BORING! On top of all the chim chim technical terms, we had to spend hours on physics-related worksheets. More physics during sabbats, sigh! More revision on physics... Btw, my team (Kokleong, Bradley, Some Xchange Prog student and me) got 2nd prize for the furthest flown rocket yesterday =) Not bad considering the amount of time spent =/ Adrain's team screwed up, woots! 3 cheers for ADRAIN! But we got OWNED like a fucker today as none of our launches were successful! Test Launch : Noob Kokleong never loosen the upper part of the rocket 1st Launch : Noob Bradley follow suit 2nd Launch : Misfire! OMG **I only point fingers XD**
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
10:27 PM
I have always been a rotten apple in your eyes. No matter how good I perform, a simple compliment from you is the last thing I would hear. Crude comments are the only things u can say. The feeling is mutual, I hate you as much as you do. I wish that I could just tell you off in the face, Eye to eye, But the very fact that I’m a scholar prevents me from doing so. I shall resist you till the day we end this path, Not because I’m afraid or terrified, But because the respect for a teacher is still present.
As cliché as it seems, Life IS unfair. Living in the name of a scholar is exasperating. I am immune to your harsh critics and all your attempts to embarrass me. You made me see through the façade of this fucking world, Life is a dark path, Only the toughest and crudest survives. How others look at me, I don’t care. How everything falls down upon me, I watch and stare. I cannot be bothered about what you all think about me. The only thing that matters is if I’m true to myself.
I can only keep this in my heart. Nevertheless, in this loneliness I fear NOTHING. People with the likes of you shall not be bothered, I just hate you. Garbage like you cause the downfall of society. Fuck off my life.
**If any of you cannot stand my attitude or my way of live, fuck off!**
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Saturday, August 2, 2008
11:18 PM
海南交流学生, 拜托不要再使我难堪了=( 我已经尽力了! 沟通方面的问题, 我很抱歉. Damn, my chinese sucks
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, August 1, 2008
6:42 PM
I will be following 张老师 to Changi Airport tomorrow to pick up some students from Hainan. Really unsure of the details though as 张老师 is rather quiet about this matter =P I don't even know if its a mix school or boys school. Just hope that the exchange programme will be over quickly as I can't stand a 跟屁虫 following me around everywhere XD I prefer to be alone, unless I really need help, really feel the awkwardness whenever people starts following me. I will try my best to let my exchange programme partner to feel as welcomed and comfortable as possible though. Socialising really isn't my thing >.<
Wish me luck tomorrow! Hope that I don't screw this thing up
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Thursday, July 31, 2008
6:55 PM
Status : Finishing 斗牛。要不要
OMG, 斗牛。要不要 is like the BEST drama I've watched! The story revolves mainly around basketball and love. (rather random combination..) A rather unrealistic but touching movie perhaps, haha. **Hebe was fantastic =P, seriously a MUST WATCH"
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, July 28, 2008
4:45 PM
Well, this post was meant for yesterday, But thanks to the amazing internet connection in HCIBS, Oh well...
Had a great weekend with my parents in JB ;) **Thanks for coming down =D
Its one heck an oppotunity to Forget about school, Isolate schoolwork, And spend quality time!
However, returning to Singapore is awful Can't I just stop the fucking time. How I wish
5 more weeks to a ridiculously short school holiday. swt
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
10:17 PM
Well, it's too serious too say that my finger "broke" but I can't think of anything less cliche that it than saying "I broke my finger" =.=''
Enough with the crap.
All you have to know is that my index finger got hit by a basketball during recess. It kinda hurt at the time of collision But I thought it was just a small matter and continued with the game. Somehow, I felt different. Maneuvering the ball with my left hand was difficult, Temporary numbness overcame my left finger. By the time I took another glimpse at it, My finger was bruised so bad that it turned black and swelled BADLY! **dramatic eh? ;)**
Out of curiosity and "peer pressure", I took a trip down to CoronationClinic. I had unpleasant experiences with the doctors there in the past, so I reluctantly forced myself down the aisle, into the doctor's consultation room. Little did I expected, our confrontation lasted less than a minute (Im serious!)
Our conversation went like Doctor : So, tell me about your problem (a doctor's shibboleth) Me : My index finger is swelling after a collision with a basketball. Doctor : Im sorry, I cannot do anything about it, but I can give you some medication Me : (stunned) Well, so is it fractured? Doctor : I don't think so. Don't worry, its very minor. Even hospitals wont give you "surgery" because the bones within your index fingers are very small. I will give you pain killers and everything will be alright. You don't need a MC for this right? Me : Ermm... no.. Doctor : OK fine you may leave now..
40secs for 25$! (luckily I have my student pass so Its only 5$). What wonderful life doctors have nowadays. And my little finger is like 75% black now, the blood must be clogged badly..
Great docs
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, July 20, 2008
5:14 PM
Ohyo... 2months+ never update liao! But cant blame me ba, my blog is so dull and boring. (Uploading pics and vids isnt really my thing =D) I might continue blogging, but then again (as usual) I will want to change a new blogskin to convince myself that my blog isnt THAT bad afterall.
Well to start things afresh, I will post the worst thing that happened to me this term.
My Hair Got Screwed!!
Shouldn't have cut in CORO! But despo ma, Monday hair check ;)
***Really amazed how old friends of mine manage to find this stinky blog =D (points at Katz, Vivian and Callie)***
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
4:14 PM
Leadership Sabbat Day#2 Well, we spent most of our morning in this company called "BH Marine Global Ltd". BH Marine Global specializes in selling all kinds of spare parts related to ships. As I have never heard of this company before, it is rather surprising to note that it it one of the most successful SMEs(Small-Medium enterprises) in Singapore.
Basically, we went there not to visit around the warehouse, but to interact with the CEOs of this company on how they manage this company so well. However, the only thing that caught my attention was the scrumptious cakes (OH DEAR!) as my tummy was rumbling throughout the morning! The presentation was fairly interesting and the host was very "lame" at times. He was very facetious and humorous at the same time.
We said our good byes at 11.30 and were finally able to head home. Phew. And did I mention that we MUST wear corporate attire throughout the trip?! Not only did I felt uneasy, but I also felt rather weird!
OMG! Do i look asinine?!
Leadership Sabbat Day#3 Except for Mr Fong's presentation and the game "MAFIA" we played, everything else today was crap! Especially for the movie we were "supposed" to watch. The damn title of this retarded show is "THE QUEEN". How wonderful can a movie with the title "The queen" be? The dialogs were boring, the jokes were old schooled and the characters were all in their 50s! Maybe other people might fancy this movie, but on a scale of 5, I would give this show a negative 2!
2 thumbs down for me... Hopefully, the trip to Mediacorp tomorrow will make up for the disappointment of today. (damn it, corporate attire again!!)
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, May 12, 2008
10:28 PM
Leadership sabbaticals today was not what I expected, to speak the least. I thought we had to participate in many workshops and listen to boring lectures during the course of the week, but hey, things turn out much more fun than I can ever imagine =) We watched this rather old movie called "Remember the titans" which is basically about racial tension and disharmony between a football team set in 1971. Although the storyline was predictable, the show was rather meaningful. It must have been quite an old show cause cute little hayden panittiere was a mere 10 years old then.
Well, although we get to visit places such as Mediacorp and the Navy, we MUST wear formal attire. (long sleeved shirt, long pants, necktie and leather shoes) OMG!
---------------
Another thing that made my day was watching some bunch of lower sec students getting trashed in the street soccer competiotion like losers. 9-0 in 10 minutes anyone?
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Friday, May 9, 2008
6:53 PM
I've been inactive for quite some time now due to various reasons, but hey I WILL be back with more pictures and videos now as I am freaking free. Anyway, It's my birthday today and so I am effacing all the bad memories and start afresh. =D
Lastly, I would like to thank all the players in my soccer team for putting in So much effort in bringing us this remarkable 4-3 victory. I had my best birthday present in years by scoring a goal past Yiteng yesterday and scoring 90marks for IHC
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, March 16, 2008
3:42 PM
I've been away from blogging for quite some time now as I feel dreadful every time I feel like posting something new. EVERYTHING I feel like posting reminds me of sorrowful memories! WTF IS WRONG!?
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
6:42 PM
Someone fucking broke my spectacles when he kicked it at me with so much power yesterday. And now Im left with my old ugly specs, til the broken specs is fixed on Friday!
Not only wasted my time, but also wasted my $$! 75$ just for lens leh!
These days life is so suay for me!!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Monday, February 11, 2008
3:32 PM
I had to stay back in school for an hour or so today to complete an unfinished design for our schools 90th anniversary logo designing competiton.
As it was compulsory for all art club members, ignoring it wasn't the wisest option. Moreover, the deadline was today, hence giving me no time to finish the following work with the aid of a computer. Luckily, I managed to finished the logo and caught a photo of it! =P Well, the 9 petals and the chinese word '十' basicallyrepresents "90" years. I chose a flower as the main object of my design because '花' kinda rhymes with '华', as in 华中. And on the overall the image of the flower looks like the word '华' too..
It isn't a masterpiece or some sort, but I think at least its way beyond my expectations.
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
Sunday, February 10, 2008
10:09 PM
It’s that time again where I’m on the edge of breaking down, feeling totally helpless and lonely. Sometimes, I just feel that my life is just a game of someone, whereby all my friends and family are just pawns and rooks of this miserable game, or am I just a mistake or a faulty creation of God?!
I am really very emotional right now. Especially after spending a splendid Chinese New Year back in Malaysia. However, I feel very out when my friends start to talk about their interesting school life and the funny memories in school.
What could I say? My school is top in Singapore and everyone mugs like no tomorrow? I have to face the fact that life abroad is much more boring and lifeless. Not to say that the system here sucks so badly, but it just doesn’t suit me.
I believe that I am a borned perfectionist who will always strive for the best in anything I do. And I won’t bother to do things that I know would be a failure or I have no interest in. Ironically, my school emphasizes on “SELF STUDY”! OMG! Of all the things in the world, this MUST be the hardest thing.
Nowadays, I envy the people in Malaysia, living their secondary life to the fullest. No boundaries nor the feeling of homesick! I now truly understand the meaning of “One small mistake could change your life forever”. What if I rejected this scholarship…
Frankly speaking, I don’t see myself as a smart person, and I totally have no idea why was I chosen to come to Singapore… Thus, I would always imagine the days I would have spent in a MalaysianSecondary school if I did not choose to be here.
I am not only an outcast but also a lost and miserable one. The ONE and ONLY thing that motivates me to continue my stay here in Singapore is the end of term holidays. Hence, I really cherish these “free-from-any-school-related” days.
If I really had a choice to wind back time, I would pretty much stay in Malaysia, than to suffer in silence here. 有时，我相信我自己本身根本没资格在这学校读书，我又不是什么天才，也不是一个爱读书的人，为何会被选中来到这儿读书呢？我只是一个很普通的学生!
The scriptwriters of my life MUST REALLY hate me.
Life now is filled with downs which I really wish to forget.
And the ups in my life are as rare as a purple rabbit..
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
2:57 PM
Just reached Singapore an hour ago. I really cherish the time I spent in Malaysia, no matter how bad these memories are! However, I still want the freedom I get in Singapore... which should be the ONLY reason left that I can think of which is making me continue my stay here..
Gosh I'm feeling so exhausted now.. guess i should take a nap before I start to pack my stuff .
I am trying my best to finish off the remaining chapters of Death Note before I see the movie in 2 weeks time!!
Said that I love you... I have loved you all along..
smile =)
Hopefully, the trip to Mediacorp tomorrow will make up for the disappointment of today.